This proposal, delivered by
Bill W. at the closing of the 10th General Service Conference is
of great historical significance as it was the first time that
Bill had spoken to the Fellowship on the subject of the Twelve
Concepts.
The original transcript has
been retyped for clarity and has been verified against the voice
recording.
The last of the sand in the hourglass of our
time together is about to run its course. And you have asked me,
as of old, to conclude this conference, our tenth.
I always approach this hour with mixed
feelings. As time has past, each year succeeding itself, I have
found increasing gratitude beyond measure, because of the
increasing sureness that A.A. is safe at last for God, so long
as he may wish this society to endure.
So I stand here among you and feel as you do a
sense of security and gratitude such as we have never known
before. There is not a little regret, too, that the other side
of the coin—that we cannot turn back the clock and renew these
hours. Soon they will become a part of our history.
The three legacies of A.A.—recovery, unity and
service—in a sense represent three utter impossibilities,
impossibilities that we know became possible, and possibilities
that now have borne this unbelievable fruit. Old Fitzmayo, one
of the early A.A."s and I visited the Surgeon General of the
United States in the third year of this society, told him of our
beginnings. He was a gentle man, Dr. Lawrence Kolb, since become
a great friend of A.A., and he said: "I wish you well. Even the
sobriety of such a few is almost a miracle. The government knows
that this is one of the greatest health problems we have, one of
the greatest moral problems, one of the greatest spiritual
problems. But we here have considered recovery of alcoholics so
impossible that we have given up and have instead concluded that
rehabilitation of narcotic addicts would be the easier job to
tackle."
Such was the devastating impossibility of our
situation.
Now, what had been brought to bear upon this
impossibility that it has become possible? First, the Grace of
Him who presides over all of us. Next, the cruel lash of John
Barleycorn who said, "This you must do, or die." Next, the
intervention of God through friends, at first a few, and now
legion, who opened to us, who in the early days were
uncommitted, the whole field of human ideas, morality and
religion, from which we could choose.
These have been the wellsprings of the forces
and ideas and emotions and spirit which were first fused into
our Twelve Steps for recovery. And some of us got well. But no
sooner had a few got sober then the old forces began to come
into play. In us rather frail people, they were fearsome: the
old forces, the drives, money, acclaim, prestige.
Would these tear us apart? Besides, we came
from every walk of life. Early, we had begun to be a cross
section of all men and women, all differently conditioned, all
so different and yet happily so alike in our kinship of
suffering. Could we hold in unity? To those few who remain who
lived in those earlier times when the Traditions were being
forged in the school of hard experience on its thousands of
anvils, we had our very, very dark moments.
It was sure recovery was in sight, but how
could there be recovery for many? Or how could recovery endure
if we were to fall into controversy and so into dissolution and
decay? Well, the spirit of the Twelve Steps, which has brought
us release, from one of the grimmest obsessions known—obviously,
this spirit and these principles of retaining Grace had to be
the fundamentals of our unity. But in order to become
fundamental to our unity, these principles had to be spelled out
as they applied to the most prominent and the most grievous of
our problems.
So, out of experience, the need to apply the
spirit of our steps to our lives of working and living together,
these were the forces that generated the Traditions of
Alcoholics Anonymous.
But, we had to have more than cohesion. Even
for survival, we had to carry this message. We had to function.
In fact, that had become evident in the Twelve Steps themselves
for the last one enjoins us to carry the message. But just how
would we carry this message? How would we communicate, we few,
with those myriad’s who still didn’t know? And how would this
communication be handled? And how could we do these things, how
could we authorize these things in such a way that in this new
hot focus of effort and ego we were not again to be shattered by
the forces that had once ruined our lives?
This was the problem of the Third Legacy. From
the vital Twelfth Step call right up through our society to its
culmination today. And, again, many of us said: This can’t be
done. It’s all very well for Bill and Bob and a few friends to
set up a Board of Trustees and to provide us with some
literature, and look after our public relations, and do all of
those chores for us we can’t do for ourselves. This is fine, but
we can’t go any further than that. This is a job for our elders.
This is a job for our parents. In this direction only can there
be simplicity and security.
And then we came to the day when it was seen
that the parents were both fallible and perishable (although
this seems to be a token they are not). And Dr. Bob’s hour
struck. And we suddenly realized that this ganglion, this vital
nerve center of World Service, would lose its sensation the day
the communication between an increasingly unknown Board of
Trustees and you was broken. Fresh links would have to be
forged. And at that time many of us said: This is impossible.
This is too hard. Even in transacting the simplest business,
providing the simplest of services, raising the minimum amounts
of money, these excitements to us, in this society so bent on
survival have been almost too much locally. Look at our club
brawls. My God, if we have elections countrywide, and Delegates
come down here, and look at the complexity—thousands of group
representatives, hundreds of committeemen, scores of
Delegates—My God, when these descend on our parents, the
Trustees, what is going to happen then? It won’t be simplicity;
it can’t be. Our experience has spelled it out.
But there was the imperative, the must. And
why was there an imperative? Because we had better have some
confusion, we had better have some politicking, than to have an
utter collapse of this center. That was the alternative. And
that was the uncertain and tenuous ground on which this
Conference was called into being.
I venture, in the minds of many, sometimes in
mine, the Conference could be symbolized by a great prayer and a
faint hope. This was the state of affairs in 1945 to 1950. And
then came the day that some of us went up to Boston to watch an
Assembly elect by two thirds vote or lot a Delegate. And prior
to the Assembly, I consulted all the local politicos and those
very wise Irishmen in Boston said, we’re gonna make your
prediction Bill, you know us temperamentally, but we’re going to
say that this thing is going to work. And it was the biggest
piece of news and one of the mightiest assurances that I had up
to this time that there could be any survival for these
services.
Well, work it has, and we have survived
another impossibility. Not only have we survived the
impossibility, we have so far transcended it that I think that
there can be no return in future years to the old uncertainties,
come what perils there may.
Now, as we have seen in this quick review, the
spirit of the Twelve Steps was applied in specific terms to our
problems, to living, to working together. This developed the
Traditions. In turn, the Traditions were applied to this problem
of functioning at world levels in harmony and in unity.
And something which had seemed to grow like
Topsy took on an increasing coherence. And through the process
of trial and error, refinements began to be made until the day
of the great radical change. Our question here in the old days
was: Is the group conscience for Trustees and for founders? Or
are they to be the parents of Alcoholics Anonymous forever?
There is something a little repugnant—you know, They got it
through us, why can’t we go on telling them?
So the great problem, could the group
conscience function at world levels? Well, it can and it does.
Today we are still in this process of definition and of
refinement in this matter of functioning. Unlike the Twelve
Steps and the Twelve Traditions which no doubt will be
undisturbed from here out, there will always be room in the
functional area for refinements, improvements, adaptations. For
God’s sake, let us never freeze these things. On the other hand,
let us look at yesterday and today, at our experience. Now, just
as it was vital to codify in Twelve Steps the spiritual side of
our program, to codify in twelve traditional principles the
forces and ideas that would make for unity, and discourage
disunity, so may it now be necessary to codify, those principles
and relationships upon which our world service function rests,
from the group right up through.
This is what I like to call structuring.
People often say, What do you mean by structuring? What use is
it? Why don’t we just get together and do these things? Well,
structure at this level means just what structure means in the
Twelve Steps and in the Twelve Traditions. It is a stated set of
principles and relationships by which we may understand each
other, the tasks to be done and what the principles are for
doing them. Therefore, why shouldn’t we take the broad expanse
of the Traditions and use their principles to spell out our
special needs in relationships in this area of function for
world service, indeed, at long last, I trust for all services
whatever character?
Well, we’ve been in the process of doing this
and two or three years ago it occurred to me that I should
perhaps take another stab—not at another batch of twelve
principles or points, God forbid, but at trying to organize the
ideas and relationships that already exist so as to present them
in an easily understood manner.
As you know the Third Legacy Manual is a
manual that largely tells us how; it is mostly a thing of mere
description and of procedure. So I have cooked up in a very
tentative way something which we might call Twelve Concepts for
World Service. This has been a three-year job. I found the
material, because of its ramifications, exceedingly hard to
organize. But I have made a stab at it and the Concepts, which
are really bundles of related principles, are on paper and
underneath each is a descriptive article. And I have eleven of
the articles and perhaps will soon wind up the Twelfth.
Now, to give you an idea of what’s cooking,
what I’ve been driving at, I’ll venture to bore you with two or
three paragraphs of the introduction to this thing.
"The Concepts to be discussed in the following
pages are primarily an interpretation of A.A.’s world service
structure. They spell out the traditional practices and the
Conference charter principles that relate the component parts of
our world structure into a working whole. Our Third Legacy
manual is largely a document of procedure. Up to now the Manual
tells us how to operate our service structure. But there is
considerable lack of detailed information which would tell us
why the structure has developed as it has and why its working
parts are related together in the fashion that our Conference
and General Service Board charters provide.
"These Twelve Concepts therefore represent an
attempt to put on paper the why of our service structure in such
a fashion that the highly valuable experience of the past and
the conclusions that we have drawn from it cannot be lost.
"These Concepts are no attempt to freeze our
operation against needed change. They only describe the present
situation, the forces and principles that have molded it. It is
to be remembered that in most respects the Conference charter
can be readily amended. This interpretation of the past and
present can, however, have a high value for the future. Every
oncoming generation of service workers will be eager to change
and improve our structure and operations. This is good. No doubt
change will be needed. Perhaps unforeseen flaws will emerge.
These will have to be remedied.
But along with this very constructive outlook,
there will be bound to be still another, a destructive one. We
shall always be tempted to throw out the baby with the bath
water. We shall suffer the illusion that change, any plausible
change, will necessarily represent progress. When so animated,
we may carelessly cast aside the hard won lessons of early
experience and so fall back into many of the great errors of the
past.
Hence, a prime purpose of these Twelve
Concepts is to hold the experience and lessons of the early days
constantly before us. This should reduce the chance of hasty and
unnecessary change. And if alterations are made that happen to
work out badly, then it is hoped that these Twelve Concepts will
make a point of safe return."
Now, quickly, what are they?
Well, the first two deal with: ultimate
responsibility and authority for world services belongs to the
A.A. group. That is to say, that’s the A.A. conscience.
The next one deals with the necessity for
delegates authority. And perhaps you haven’t thought of it, but
when you re-read Tradition Two, you will see that the group
conscience represents a final and ultimate authority and that
the trusted servant is the delegated authority from the groups
in which the servant is trusted to do the kinds of things for
the groups they can’t do for themselves. So, how that got that
way, respecting world services: ultimate authority, delegated
authority is here spelled out.
Then there comes in the next essay this all
questioned importance of leadership, this all important question
of what anyway is a trusted servant. Is this gent or gal a
messenger, a housemaid—or is he to be really trusted? And if so,
how is he going to know how much he can be trusted? And what is
going to be your understanding of it when you hand him the job?
Now, these problems are legion. The extent to which this trust
is to be spelled out and applied to each particular condition
has to have some means of interpretation, doesn’t it? So I have
suggested here that, throughout our services, we create what
might be called the principle of decision—and the root of this
principle is trust. The principle of decision, which says that
any executive, committee, board, the Conference itself, within
the state or customary scope of their several duties, should be
able to say what questions they will dispose of themselves—and
which they will pass on to the next higher authority for
guidance, direction, consultation and whatnot.
This spells out and defines, and makes an
automatic means of defining throughout our structure at all
times, what the trust is that any servant could expect. You say
this is dangerous? I don’t think so. It simply means that you
are not, out of your ultimate authority as groups, to be
constantly giving a guy directions who you’ve already trusted to
think for himself. Now, if he thinks badly, you can sack him.
But trust him first. That is the big thing.
Now, then, there is another traditional
principle, the source of another essay here called the principle
of participation. Our whole lives have been wrecked, often from
childhood, because we have not been participants. There had been
too much of the parental thing, too much of the wrong kind of
the parental thing, we always wanted to belong, we always wanted
to participate; and there is going to be a constant tendency,
which we must always forefend against, and that is to place in
our service structure any group, A.A. as a whole, the
Conference, the Board of Trustees, committees, executives—to
place any of these people in absolutely unqualified authority,
one over the other. This is an institutional, a military,
set-up—and God knows we drunks have rejected institutions and
this kind of authority, for our purpose, haven’t we?
So, therefore, how, as a practical matter, are
we going to express this participation. Right here in this
conference it’s burned in; in Article XII you’ll see this
statement in the Conference Charter: nobody is to be set in
utter authority over anybody else. How do we prevent this?
The Trustees here, and the headquarters people
here, are in a great minority over you people. You have the
ultimate authority over us. And you say, well these folks are
nicely incorporated, and we ain’t; and they have the dough
legally, so have we got it? Sure, you got it. You can go home
and shut the dough off, can’t you? You’ve got the ultimate
authority but—we’ve got some delegated authority. Now when you
get in this Conference, you find that the Trustees, and the
Directors and the staffs have votes.
And many of you say, why is it; we represent
the groups; why the hell shouldn’t we tell these people? Why
should they utter one yip while we’re doing it? Oh, we’ll let
‘em yip, but not vote. Well, you see, right there we get from
the institutional idea to the corporate idea. And in the
corporate business world, there is participation in these
levels. Can you imagine how much stock would you buy in General
Motors if you knew the president and half the board of directors
couldn’t get into a meeting because they were on the payroll? Or
could just come in and listen to the out-of-town directors?
You’d want these people’s opinions registered. And they can’t
really belong unless they vote. This we have found out by the
hardest kind of experience. So therefore, the essay here on
participation deals with the principle that any A.A. servant in
any top echelon of service, regardless of whether they’re paid,
unpaid, volunteer or what, shall be entitled to reasonable
voting privileges in accordance with their responsibility.
And you good politicos are going to say, but
these people here hold a balance of power. Well, we qualified
that in one way. We’ll take the balance of power away from them
when it comes to qualifications for their own jobs or voting in
approval of their own actions. But the bulk of the work of this
Conference has to do with plans and policy for the future. So
supposing that among you Delegates there is a split. And
supposing these people come in and vote, which, by the way, they
seldom do as a bloc, and they swing it one way or the other on
matters of future policy and planning; well, after all, why
shouldn’t they? Are they any less competent than the rest of us?
Of course not. Besides these technical considerations, there is
this deep need in us to belong, to participate. And you can only
participate on the basis of equality—and one token of this is
voting equality. At first blush, you won’t like the idea. But
you’ll have a chance to think about it.
One more idea: There came to this country some
hundred years ago a French Baron whose family and himself had
been wracked by the French revolution. De Toqueville. And he was
a worshipful admirer of democracy. And in those days democracy
seemed to be mostly expressed in people’s minds by votes of
simple majorities. And he was a worshipful admirer of the spirit
of democracy as expressed by the power of a majority to govern.
But, said de Toqueville, a majority can be ignorant, it can be
brutal, it can be tyrannous—and we have seen it. Therefore,
unless you most carefully protect a minority, large or small,
make sure that minority opinions are voiced, make sure that
minorities have unusual rights, you’re democracy is never going
to work and its spirit will die. This was de Toqueville’s
prediction and, considering today’s times, is it strange that he
is not widely read now?
That is why in this Conference we try to get a
unanimous consent while we can; this is why we say the
Conference can mandate the Board of Trustees on a two-thirds
vote. But we have said more here. We have said that any
Delegate, any Trustee, any staff member, any service director,
any board, committee or whatever—that wherever there is a
minority, it shall always be the right of this minority to file
a minority report so that their views are held up clearly. And
if in the opinion of any such minority, even a minority of one,
if the majority is about to hastily or angrily do something
which could be to the detriment of Alcoholics Anonymous, the
serious detriment, it is not only their right to file a minority
appeal, it is their duty.
So, like de Toqueville, neither you nor I want
either the tyranny or the majority, nor the tyranny of the small
minority. And steps have been taken here to balance up these
relations.
Now, some of the other things cover topics
like this, I touched on this: The Conference acknowledges the
primary administrative responsibility of the Trustees. We have
talked about electing trustees and yet primarily they are a body
of administrators. In a sense, it’s an executive body, isn’t it?
Look at any form of government. (Understand we’re not a form of
government, but you have to pay attention to these forms). The
President of the United States is the only elected executive;
all the rest are appointive, aren’t they, subject to
confirmation by, which is the system we got here—and this goes
into that.
And then there is this question taken up in
another essay. How can these legal rights of the Trustees, which
haven’t been changed one jot or title by the appearance of this
Conference, if they’ve got the legal right to hang on to your
money and do as they dammed please, what’s going to stop them?
Well, the answer is: Nobody has a vested interest. They have to
be volunteers always. They are amenable to the spirit of this
Conference and its power and its prestige — and if they are not,
there is a provision here by which they can be reorganized;
there is a provision in here by which they can be censored - and
you can always go home and shut off the money spigot.
So, the traditional power of this Conference
and the groups is actually superior to the legal power of the
Trustees. That is the balance. But the trustees as a minority
some day, should this Conference get very angry and
unreasonable, say: Boys, we’re going to veto you for the time
being, we ain’t gonna do this—even as the President of the
United States has the veto, so will these fellows. You go home
and think this over. We won’t go along. And if you give them a
vote of no confidence, they can appeal to the groups. These are
the balances, see; this is interpretive, this has all been
implicit in our structure but we’re trying to spell it out.
Well, there are others—There’s a whole section
on leadership, service leadership from top to bottom, what it’s
composed of. In A.A. we wash between great extremes. On the one
side, we’ve got the infallible leader who never makes any
mistakes—and let us do just as he says. On the other side we
have a concept of leadership which goes and says: What shall I
do? What shall I do? Tell me, what time do—I’m just a humble
servant, not a trusted one, just a humble one. The hell with
either. Leadership in practice works in between—and we spell
that out. And so on.
This will give you an idea of what’s cooking
in the Twelve Concepts for World Service. The last one which I
haven’t done deals with the Conference -- Article XII of the
Conference charter. And you who recall it know that this is
several things. First of all, it’s the substance of the contract
the groups made with the Board of Trustees at the time of St.
Louis. And this contract decrees that this body shall never be a
government.
It decrees that we shall be prudent
financially. It decrees that we shall be keepers of the A.A.
Tradition—and so on—so that it is in part a spiritual document
and in part a contract. And, God willing, because it is both
spiritual and contract, let it be for all time of our existence
a sanctified contract.
My own days of active service, like the sands
in our last hourglass, are running out. And this is good. We
know that all families have to have parents and we know that the
great unwisdom of all parenthood is to try to remain the parents
of infants in adolescence and keep people in this state forever.
We know that when the parents have done their bit, and said
their pieces, and have nursed the family along, that there comes
the point that the parents must say: Now, you go out and try
your wings. You haven’t grown up and we haven’t grown up, but
you have come to the age of responsibility where, with the tools
we are leaving you, you must try to grow up, to grow in God’s
image and likeness.
So my feeling is not that I’m withdrawing
because I’m tired. My feeling is that I would like to be another
kind of parent, a fellow on the sidelines. If there is some
breach in these walls which we have erected, some unseen flaw or
defect, of course all of us oldsters are going to pitch in for
the repairs. But this business of functioning in the here and
now, that is for the new generation.
May God bless Alcoholics Anonymous forever.
And I offer a prayer that the destiny of this society will ever
be safe in the hearts of its membership and in the conscience of
its trusted servants. You are the heirs. As I said at the
opening the future belongs to you. |