For the fourteenth time,
I have seen the closing of these successive conferences
and I cannot think of one, among all those many, which
has left me with such a great sense of security and joy
and love.
As we heard the speakers this morning,
my mind passed over the gamut of our affairs. When I
heard Roy talk about Dr. Bob and 2\nne and his good mate
and about those early days, my mind went back to them
and to those people in immense gratitude. I don’t know
if I am accurate when I say that it may be that Roy and
I are the only ones in this room, perhaps Dave, perhaps
another, who can remember so far back.
When I contrast the state of affairs
in which we then found ourselves with the state of
affairs in which we now are it is unbelievable. Roy told
us about the friction of the upper and lower millstones,
the conservatives and the radicals who were already
being groomed to grind out what is today the Tradition
of Alcoholics 2~nonymous. It reminded me of how little
we knew of how functioning and carrying the message
could ultimately come to. We had a little light, but not
a lot, but praise God it was enough.
In between the lines of his talk, Roy
also seemed to be saying to us "it is not a miracle
indeed that such a perfect thing as A.A. in its
principles has emerged by the grace of God through so
many fallible people, who still lacked maturity. I think
we have been animated by several great forces.
Let us take the lowest common
denominator. The first is the threat of death itself by
alcoholism. We are propelled toward this society and
most of us arrive on an either or basis — its do or die.
We Must! But when a little grace has oozed into us and
this mist has passed from our eyes we find ourselves in
a new world but we find that we are faced with immense
responsibilities, responsibilities for our own growth
and development as well as our societies, for the
welfare of our group and for the welfare of A.A. as a
whole, for better homes and for better relations with
the world around us. We are met by these vast
responsibilities and of course we recoil and of course
we rebel. But, little by little, prodded from behind by
John Barleycorn and drawn by the love we feel here and
finally by the love of God, we pick up the tab for a
little more responsibility. This is not maturity, this
is just a step toward that distant goal. So, we pick up
these tabs, sometimes rather willingly, but we pick them
up because it now seems the right thing to do and then
finally we come out on another plateau where some of us
can stay for a while, I know I find myself there briefly
and then I slip of f but finally we conform to these
principles and their practice in all our affairs because
this is what we really want for ourselves. Not at all
because John Barleycorn is going to kill us off if we
don’t conform, not just because this A.A. community says
they are right but because we want them for ourselves, a
place of quiet, a place beyond good and evil.
So, my mind went back to those early
times and I thought of how valuable to us is a sense of
history. But like all things of value it can be misused.
As Allen said "Let’s not be deceived by nostalgia." Let
us not suppose that we have all the truths or else the
past can lay a dead hand on us. I am sure that in all
these years in the main, we have been drawing
inspiration and a measure of wisdom from the lessons of
the past and this has finally brought us out to where we
are now.
I think it would pay, in closing just
to have a look at the Warranties, upon which the
functioning of this Conference stands.
These are really in broad brush
strokes, the measure of our several and selective
responsibilities. Responsibilities which I feel this
Conference has magnificently met. Responsibilities which
do not entitle us to call ourselves mature but do
entitle us to say that we are now arrived at the age of
full responsibility.
Let us remind ourselves of these
Warranties to A.A. of today and to A.A. of tomorrow
respecting our responsibilities and conduct here:
In all its proceedings the General
Service Conference shall observe the spirit of the A.A.
Tradition, taking great care that the Conference never
becomes the seat of perilous wealth or power; that
sufficient funds, plus an ample reserve be its prudent
financial principle; that none of the Conference Members
shall ever be placed in a position of unqualified
authority one over another; that all important decisions
be reached by discussion and vote and whenever possible,
by substantial unanimity; that no Conference action ever
be personally punitive or an incitement to public
controversy; that though the conference may act for the
service of Alcoholics Anonymous, it shall never perform
any acts of government; and that, like the society of
Alcoholics Anonymous which it serves, the Conference
itself will always remain democratic in thought and
action.
That is the statement as to what our
responsibility is to A.A. of today and A.A. of tomorrow.
May each and all of us continue to be worthy of this
great and unique trust which God has reposed in us and
may he keep the General Service Conference of Alcoholics
Anonymous to do His work in this world for as long as we
are needed.
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