THREE
MEN sat around the bed of an alcoholic patient in the psychopathic
ward of Philadelphia General Hospital one afternoon a few weeks
ago. The man in the bed, who was a complete stranger to them, had
the drawn and slightly stupid look the inebriates get while being
defogged after a bender. The only thing that was noteworthy about
the callers, except for the obvious contrast between their
well-groomed appearances and that of the patient, was the fact
that each had been through the defogging process many times
himself. They were members of Alcoholics Anonymous, a band of
ex-problem drinkers who make an avocation of helping other
alcoholics to beat the liquor habit.
The man in the bed was a mechanic. His visitors
had been educated at Princeton, Yale and Pennsylvania and were, by
occupation, a salesman, a lawyer and a publicity man. Less than a
year before, one had been in shackles in the same ward. One of his
companions had been what is known among alcoholics as a sanitarium
commuter. He had moved from place to place, bedeviling the staffs
of the country's leading institutions for the treatment of
alcoholics. The other had spent twenty years of life, all outside
institution walls, making life miserable for himself, and his
family and his employers, as well as sundry well-meaning relatives
who had had the temerity to intervene.
The air of the ward was thick with the aroma of
paraldehyde, an unpleasant cocktail smelling like a mixture of
alcohol and ether which hospitals sometimes use to taper off the
paralyzed drinker and soothe his squirming nerves. The visitors
seemed oblivious of this and of the depressing atmosphere of
psychopathic wards. They smoked and talked with the patient for
twenty minutes or so, then left their personal cards and departed.
If the man in the bed felt that he would like to see one of them
again, they told him, he had only to put in a telephone call.
THEY MADE it plain that if he actually wanted
to stop drinking, they would leave their work or get up in the
middle of the night to hurry to where he was. If he did not choose
to call, that would be the end of it. The members of Alcoholics
Anonymous do not pursue or coddle a malingering prospect, and they
know the strange tricks of the alcoholic as a reformed swindler
knows the art of bamboozling.
Herein lies much of the unique strength of a
movement, which in the past six years, has brought recovery to
around 2,000 men and women, a large percentage of whom had been
considered medically hopeless. Doctors and clergymen, working
separately or together, have always managed to salvage a few
cases. In isolated instances, drinkers have found their own
methods of quitting. But the inroads into alcoholism have been
negligible, and it remains one of the great, unsolved
public-health enigmas.
By nature touch and suspicious, the alcoholic
likes to be left alone to work out his puzzle, and he has a
convenient way of ignoring the tragedy which he inflicts meanwhile
upon those who are close to him. He holds desperately to a
conviction that, although he has not been able to handle alcohol
in the past, he will ultimately succeed in becoming a controlled
drinker. One of medicine's queerest animals, he is, as often as
not, an acutely intelligent person. He fences with professional
men and relative who attempt to aid him and he gets a perverse
satisfaction out of tripping them up in argument.
THERE IS no specious excuse for drinking which
the troubleshooters of Alcoholics Anonymous have not heard or used
themselves. When one of their prospects hands them a
rationalization for getting soused, they match it with a half a
dozen out of their own experience. This upsets him a little, and
he gets defensive. He looks at their neat clothing and smoothly
shaved faces and charges them with being goody-goodies who don't
know what it is to struggle with drink. They reply by relating
their own stories: the double Scotches and brandies before
breakfast; the vague feeling of discomfort which precedes a
drinking bout; the awakening from a spree without being able to
account for the actions of several days and the haunting fear that
possibly they had run down someone with their automobiles.
They tell of the eight-ounce bottles of gin
hidden behind pictures and in caches from cellar to attic; of
spending whole days in motion-picture houses to stave off the
temptation to drink; of sneaking out of the office for quickies
during the day. They talk of losing jobs and stealing money from
their wives' purses; of putting pepper into whiskey to give it a
tang; of tippling on bitters and sedative tablets, or on mouthwash
or hair tonic; of getting into the habit of camping outside the
neighborhood tavern ten minutes before opening time. They describe
a hand so jittery that it could not lift a pony to the lips
without spilling the contents; drinking liquor from a beer stein
because it can be steadied with two hands, although at the risk of
chipping a front tooth; tying an end of a towel about a glass,
looping the towel around the back of the neck, and drawing the
free end with the other hand; hands so shaky they feel as if they
were about to snap off and fly into space; sitting on hands for
hours to keep them from doing this.
These and other bits of drinking lore usually
manage to convince the alcoholic that he is talking to blood
brothers. A bridge of confidence is thereby erected, spanning a
gap, which has baffled the physician, the minister, the priest, or
the hapless relatives. Over this connection, the troubleshooters
convey, bit by bit, the details of a program for living which has
worked for them and which, they feel, can work for any other
alcoholic. They concede as out of their orbit only those who are
psychotic or who are already suffering from the physical
impairment known as wet brain. At the same time, they see to it
that the prospect gets whatever medical attention is needed.
MANY DOCTORS and staffs of institutions
throughout the country now suggest Alcoholics Anonymous to their
drinking patients. In some towns, the courts and probation
officers cooperate with the local group. In a few city
psychopathic divisions, the workers of Alcoholics Anonymous are
accorded the same visiting privileges as staff members.
Philadelphia General is one of these. Dr. John F. Stouffer, the
chief psychiatrist, says: "the alcoholics we get here are
mostly those who cannot afford private treatment, and this is by
far the greatest thing we have ever been able to offer them. Even
among those who occasionally land back in here again, we observe a
profound change in personality. You would hardly recognize
them".
The Illinois Medical Journal, in an editorial
last December, went further than D. Stouffer, in stating: "It
is indeed a miracle when a person who for years has been more of
less constantly under the influence of alcohol and in whom his
friends have lost all confidence, will sit up all night with a
drunk and at stated intervals administer a small amount of liquor
in accordance with a doctor's order without taking a drop
himself."
This is a reference to a common aspect of the
Arabian Nights adventures to which Alcoholics Anonymous workers
dedicate themselves. Often it involves sitting upon, as well as up
with, the intoxicated person, as the impulse to jump out a window
seems to be an attractive one to many alcoholics when in their
cups. Only an alcoholic can squat on another alcoholic's chest for
hours with the proper combination of discipline and sympathy.
During a recent trip around the East and Middle
West, I met and talked with scores of A.A.s, as they call
themselves, and found them to be unusually calm tolerant people.
Somehow, they seemed better integrated than the average group of
nonalcoholic individuals. Their transformation from cop fighters,
canned-heat drinkers, and, in some instances, wife beaters, was
startling. On one of the most influential newspapers in the
country, I found that the city editor, the assistant city editor,
and a nationally known reporter were A.A.s, and strong in the
confidence of their publisher.
IN ANOTHER city, I heard a judge parole a
drunken driver to an A.A. member. The latter, during his drinking
days, had smashed several cars and had had his own operator's
license suspended. The judge knew him and was glad to trust him. A
brilliant executive of an advertising firm disclosed that two
years ago he had been panhandling and sleeping in a doorway under
an elevated structure. He had a favorite doorway, which he shared
with other vagrants, and every few weeks he goes back and pays
them a visit just to assure himself he isn't dreaming.
In Akron, as in other manufacturing centers,
the groups include a heavy element of manual workers. In the
Cleveland Athletic Club, I had luncheon with five lawyers, an
accountant, an engineer, three salesmen, an insurance man, a
buyer, a bartender, a chain-store manager, a manager of an
independent store, and a manufacturer's representative. They were
members of a central committee, which coordinates the work of nine
neighborhood groups. Cleveland, with more than 450 members, is the
biggest of the A.A. centers. The next largest are located in
Chicago, Akron, Philadelphia, Los Angeles, Washington and New
York. All told, there are groups in about fifty cities and towns.
IN DISCUSSING their work, the A.A.s spoke of
their drunk rescuing as "insurance" for themselves.
Experience within the group has shown, they said, that once a
recovered drinker slows up in this work he is likely to go back to
drinking himself. There is, they agreed, no such thing as an
ex-alcoholic. If one is an alcoholic - that is, a person who is
unable to drink normally - one remains an alcoholic until he dies,
just as a diabetic remains a diabetic. The best he can hope for is
to become an arrested case, with drunk saving as his insulin. At
least, the A.A.s say so, and medical opinion tends to support
them. All but a few said that they had lost all desire for
alcohol. Most serve liquor in their homes when friends drop in,
and they still go to bars with companions who drink. A.A.s tipple
on soft drinks and coffee.
One, a sales manager, acts as bartender at his
company's annual jamboree in Atlantic City and spends his nights
tucking the celebrators into their beds. Only a few of those who
recover fail to lose the felling that at any minute they may
thoughtlessly take one drink and skyrocket off on a disastrous
binge. An A.A. who is a clerk in an Eastern city hasn't had a
snifter in three and a half years, but says that he still has to
walk fast past saloons to circumvent the old impulse; but he is an
exception. The only hangover from the wild days that plagues the
A.A. is a recurrent nightmare. In the dream, he finds himself off
on a rousing whooper-dooper, frantically trying to conceal his
condition from the community. Even this symptom disappears
shortly, in most cases. Surprisingly, the rate of employment among
these people, who formerly drank themselves out of job after job,
is said to be around ninety percent.
One-hundred-percent effectiveness with
non-psychotic drinkers who sincerely want to quit is claimed by
the workers of Alcoholics Anonymous. The program will not work,
they add, with those who only "want to want to quit", or
who want to quit because they are afraid of losing their families
or their jobs. The effective desire, the state, must be based upon
enlightened self-interest; the applicant must want to get away
from liquor to head off incarceration or premature death. He must
be fed up with the stark social loneliness, which engulfs the
uncontrolled drinker, and he must want to put some order into his
bungled life.
As it is impossible to disqualify all
borderline applicants, the working percentage of recovery falls
below the 100-percent mark. According to A.A. estimation, fifty
percent of the alcoholics taken in hand recover immediately;
twenty-five percent get well after suffering a relapse or two; and
the rest remain doubtful. This rate of success is exceptionally
high. Statistics on traditional medical and religious cures are
lacking, but it has been informally estimated that they are no
more than two or three percent effective on run-of-the-mine cases.
Although it is too early to state that
Alcoholics Anonymous is the definitive answer to alcoholism, its
brief record is impressive, and it is receiving hopeful support.
John D. Rockefeller, Jr. helped defray the expense of getting it
started and has gone out of his way to get other prominent men
interested.
ROCKEFELLER'S GIFT was a small one, in
deference to the insistence of the originators that the movement
be kept on a voluntary, non paid basis. There are no salaried
organizers, no dues, no officers, and no central control. Locally,
the rents of assemble halls are met by passing the hat at
meetings. In small communities, no collections are taken, as the
gatherings are held in private homes. A small office in downtown
New York acts merely as a clearinghouse for information. There is
no name on the door, and mail is received anonymously through a
post-office box. The only income, which is money received from the
sale of a book describing the work, is handled by the Alcoholic
Foundation, a board composed of three alcoholics and four
non-alcoholics.
In Chicago, twenty-five doctors work hand in
hand with Alcoholics Anonymous, contributing their services and
referring their own alcoholic patients to the group, which now
numbers around 200. The same cooperation exists in Cleveland and
to a lesser degree in other centers. A physician, Dr. W. D.
Silkworth, of New York City, gave the movement its first
encouragement. However, many doctors remain skeptical. Dr. Foster
Kennedy, an eminent New York neurologist, probably had these in
mind when he stated at a meeting a year ago: "The aim of
those concerned in this effort against alcoholism is high; their
success has been considerable; and I believe medical men of
goodwill should aid."
The active help of two medical men of goodwill,
Drs. A. Wiese Hammer and C. Dudley Saul, has assisted greatly in
making the Philadelphia unit one of the more effective of the
younger groups. The movement there had its beginning in an offhand
way in February 1940, when a businessman who was an A.A. convert
was transferred to Philadelphia from New York. Fearful of
backsliding for lack of rescue work, the newcomer rounded up three
local barflies and started to work on them. He got them dry, and
the quartet began ferreting out other cases. By last December
fifteenth, ninety-nine alcoholics had joined up. Of these,
eighty-six were now total abstainers - thirty-nine from one to
three months, seventeen from three to six months, and twenty-five
from six to ten months. Five who had joined the unit after having
belonged in other cities had been nondrinkers from one to three
years.
At the end of the time scale, Akron, which
cradled the movement, holds the intramural record for sustained
abstinence. According to a recent checkup, two members have been
riding the A.A. wagon for five and a half years, one for five
years, three for four and a half years, one for the same period
with one skid, three for three and a half year, seven for three
years, three for three years with one skid each, one for two and a
half years, and thirteen for two years. Previously, most of the
Akronites and Philadephians had been unable to stay away from
liquor for longer than a few weeks.
In the Middle West, the work has been almost
exclusively among persons who have not arrived at the
institutional stage. The New York group, which has a similar
nucleus, makes a sideline specialty of committed cases and has
achieved striking results. In the summer of 1939, the group began
working on the alcoholics confined in Rockland State Hospital, at
Orangeburg, a vast mental sanitarium, which get the hopeless
alcoholic backwash of the big population centers. With the
encouragement of Dr. R. E. Baisdell, the medical superintendent, a
unit was formed within the wall, and meetings were held in the
recreation hall. New York A.A.s went to Orangeburg to give talks,
and on Sunday evenings, the patients were brought in state-owned
buses to a clubhouse which the Manhattan group rents on the West
Side.
Last July first, eleven months later, records
kept at the hospital showed that of fifty-four patients released
to Alcoholics Anonymous, seventeen had had no relapse and fourteen
others had had only one. Of the rest, nine had gone back to
drinking in their home communities, twelve had returned to the
hospital and two had not been traced. Dr. Baisdell has written
favorably about the work to the State Department of Mental
Hygiene, and he praised it officially in his last annual report.
Even better results were obtained in two public
institutions in New Jersey, Greystone Park and Overbrook, which
attract patients of better economic and social background, than
Rockland, because of their nearness to prosperous suburban
villages. Of seven patients released from the Greystone Park
institution in two years, five have abstained for periods of one
to two years, according to A.A. records. Eight of ten released
from Overbrook have abstained for about the same length of time.
The others have had from one to several relapses.
WHY SOME people become alcoholics is a question
on which authorities disagree. Few think that anyone is "born
an alcoholic". One may be born, they say, with a hereditary
predisposition to alcoholism, just as one may be born with a
vulnerability to tuberculosis. The rest seems to depend upon
environment and experience, although one theory has it that some
people are allergic to alcohol, as hay fever sufferers are to
pollens. Only one note is found to be common to all alcoholics -
emotional immaturity. Closely related to this is an observation
that an unusually large number of alcoholics start out in life as
an only child, as a younger child, as the only boy in a family of
girls or the only girl in a family of boys. Many have records of
childhood precocity and were what are known as spoiled children.
Frequently, the situation is complicated by an
off-center home atmosphere in which one parent is unduly cruel,
the other overindulgent. Any combination of these factors, plus a
divorce or two, tends to produce neurotic children who are poorly
equipped emotionally to face the ordinary realities of adult life.
In seeking escapes, one may immerse himself in his business,
working twelve to fifteen hours a day, or in what he thinks is a
pleasant escape in drink. It bolsters his opinion of himself and
temporarily wipes away any feeling of social inferiority, which he
may have. Light drinking leads to heavy drinking. Friend and
family are alienated and employers become disgusted. The drinker
smolders with resentment and wallows in self-pity. He indulges in
childish rationalizations to justify his drinking: He has been
working hard and he deserves to relax; his throat hurts from an
old tonsillectomy and a drink would ease the pain: he has a
headache; his wife does not understand him; his nerves are jumpy;
everybody is against him; and son and on. He unconsciously becomes
a chronic excuse-maker for himself.
All the time he is drinking, he tells himself
and those who butt into his affairs the he can really become a
controlled drinker if he wants to. To demonstrate his strength of
will, he goes for weeks without taking a drop. He makes a point of
calling at his favorite bar at a certain time each day and
ostentatiously sipping milk or a carbonated beverage, not
realizing that he is indulging in juvenile exhibitionism. Falsely
encouraged, he shifts to a routine of one beer a day and that is
the beginning of the end once more. Beer leads inevitably to more
beer and then to hard liquor. Hard liquor leads to another
first-rate bender. Oddly, the trigger, which sets off the
explosion, is as apt to be a stroke of business success as it is
to be a run of bad luck. An alcoholic can stand neither prosperity
nor adversity.
THE VICTIM is puzzled on coming out of the
alcoholic fog. Without his being aware of any change, a habit has
gradually become an obsession. After a while, he no longer needs
rationalization to justify the fatal first drink. All he knows is
that he feels swamped by uneasiness or elation, and before he
realizes what is happening, he is standing at a bar with an empty
whisky pony in front of him and a stimulating sensation in his
throat. By some peculiar quirk of his mind, he has been able to
draw a curtain over the memory of the intense pain and remorse
caused by preceding stem-winders. After many experiences of this
kind, the alcoholic begins to realize that he does not understand
himself; he wonders whether his power of will, though strong in
other fields, isn't defenseless against alcohol. He may go on
trying to defeat his obsession and wind up in a sanitarium. He may
give up the fight as hopeless and try to kill himself. Or he may
seek outside help.
If he applies to Alcoholics Anonymous, he is
first brought around to admit that alcohol has him whipped and
that his life has become unmanageable. Having achieved this state
of intellectual humility he is given a dose of religion in the
broadest sense. He is asked to believe in a Power that is greater
than himself, or at least to keep an open mind on that subject
while he goes on with the rest the rest of the program. Any
concept of the Higher Power is acceptable. A skeptic or agnostic
may choose to think of his Inner Self, the miracle of growth, a
tree, man's wonderment at the physical universe, the structure of
the atom, or mere mathematical infinity. Whatever form is
visualized, the neophyte is taught that he must rely upon it and,
in his own way, to pray to the Power for strength.
He next makes a sort moral inventory of himself
with the private aid of another person - one of his A.A. sponsors,
a priest, a minister a psychiatrist, or anyone else he fancies. If
it gives him any relief, he may get up at a meeting and recite his
misdeed, but he is not required to do so. He restores what he may
have stolen while intoxicated and arranges to pay off old debts
and to make good on rubber checks; he makes amends to persons he
has abused and in general, cleans up his past as well as he is
able to. It is not uncommon for his sponsors to lend him money to
help out in the early stages.
This catharsis is regarded as important because
of the compulsion, which a feeling of guilt exerts in the
alcoholic obsession. As nothing tends to push an alcoholic toward
the bottle more than personal resentments, the pupil also makes
out a list of his grudges and resolves not to be stirred by them.
At this point, he is ready to start working on other, active
alcoholics. By the process of extroversion, which the work
entails, he is able to think less of his own troubles.
The more drinkers he succeeds in swinging into
Alcoholics Anonymous, the greater his responsibility to the group
becomes. He can't get drunk now without injuring the people who
have proved themselves his best friends. He is beginning to grow
up emotionally and to quit being a leaner. If raised in an
Orthodox Church, he usually, but not always, becomes a regular
communicant again.
SIMULTANEOUSLY WITH the making over of the
alcoholic goes the process of adjusting his family to his new way
of living. The wife or husband of an alcoholic, and the children,
too, frequently become neurotics from being exposed to drinking
excesses over a period of years. Reeducation of the family is an
essential part of a follow-up program, which has been devised.
Alcoholics Anonymous, which is synthesis of old
ideas rather than a new discovery, owes its existence to the
collaboration of a New York stockbroker and an Akron physician.
Both alcoholics, they met for the first time a little less than
six years ago. In thirty-five years of periodic drinking, Dr.
Armstrong, to give the physician a fictitious name, had drunk
himself out of most of his practice. Armstrong had tried
everything, including the Oxford Group, and had shown no
improvement. On Mother's Day 1935, he staggered home, in typical
drunk fashion, lugging an expensive potted plant, which he placed
in his wife's lap. The he went upstairs and passed out.
At that moment, nervously pacing the lobby of
an Akron hotel, was the broker from New York, whom we shall
arbitrarily call Griffith. Griffith was in a jam. In an attempt to
obtain control of a company and rebuild his financial fences, he
had come out to Akron and engaged in a fight for proxies. He had
lost the fight. His hotel bill was unpaid. He was almost flat
broke. Griffith wanted a drink.
During his career in Wall Street, Griffith had
turned some sizable deals and had prospered, but, through
ill-timed drinking bouts, had lost out on his main chances. Five
months before coming to Akron, he had gone on the water wagon
through the ministration of the Oxford Group in New York.
Fascinated by the problem of alcoholism, he had many times gone
back as a visitor to a Central Park West detoxicating hospital,
where he had been a patient, and talked to the inmates. He
effected no recoveries, but found that by working on other
alcoholics he could stave off his own craving.
A stranger in Akron, Griffith knew no
alcoholics with whom he could wrestle. A church directory, which
hung in the lobby opposite the bar, gave him an idea. He telephone
on of the clergymen listed and through him got in touch with a
member of the local Oxford Group. This person was a friend of Dr.
Armstrong's and was able to introduce the physician and the broker
at dinner. In this manner, Dr. Armstrong became Griffith's first
real disciple. He was a shaky one at first. After a few weeks of
abstinence, he went east to a medical convention and came home in
a liquid state. Griffith, who had stayed in Akron to iron out some
legal tangles arising from the proxy battle, talked him back to
sobriety. That was on June 10, 1935. The nips the physician took
from a bottle proffered by Griffith on that day were the last
drinks he ever took.
GRIFFITH'S lawsuits dragged on, holding him
over in Akron for six months. He moved his baggage to the
Armstrong home, and together the pair struggled with other
alcoholics. Before Griffith went back to New York, two more Akron
converts had been obtained. Meanwhile, both Griffith and Dr.
Armstrong had withdrawn from the Oxford Group, because they felt
that its aggressive evangelism and some of its other methods were
hindrances in working with alcoholics. They put their own
technique on a strict take-it-or-leave-it basis and kept it there.
Progress was slow. After Griffith had returned
East, Dr. Armstrong and his wife, a Wellesley graduate, converted
their home into a free refuge for alcoholics and an experimental
laboratory for the study of the guest's behavior. One of the
guest, who unknown to his hosts, was a manic-depressive as well as
an alcoholic, ran wild one night with a kitchen knife. He was
overcome before he stabbed anyone. After a year and a half, a
total of ten persons had responded to the program and were
abstaining. What was left of the family savings had gone into the
work. The physician's new sobriety caused a revival in his
practice, but not enough of one to carry the extra expense. The
Armstrongs, nevertheless, carried on, on borrowed money. Griffith,
who had a Spartan wife, too, turned his Brooklyn home into a
duplicate of Akron ménage. Mrs. Griffith, a member of an old
Brooklyn family, took a job in a department store and in her spare
time played nurse to inebriates. The Griffiths also borrowed, and
Griffith managed to make odd bits of money around the brokerage
houses. By the spring of 1939, The Armstrongs and the Griffiths
had between them cozened about one hundred alcoholics into
sobriety.
IN A BOOK, which they published at that time,
the recovered drinkers described the cure program and related
their personal stories. The title was Alcoholics Anonymous. It was
adopted as a name for the movement itself, which up to then had
none. As the book got into circulation, the movement spread
rapidly. Today, Dr. Armstrong is still struggling to patch up his
practice. The going is hard. He is in debt because of his
contributions to the movement and the time he devotes gratis to
alcoholics. Being a pivotal man in the group, he is unable to turn
down the requests for help, which flood his office.
Griffith is even deeper in the hole. For the
past two years, he and his wife have had no home in the ordinary
sense of the word. In a manner reminiscent of the primitive
Christians, they have moved about, finding shelter in the home of
A.A. colleagues and sometimes wearing borrowed clothing.
Having got something started, both the prime
movers want to retire to the fringe of their movement and spend
more time getting back on their feet financially. They feel that
the way the thing is set up, it is virtually self-operating and
self-multiplying. Because of the absence of figureheads and the
fact that there is no formal body of belief to promote, they have
no fears that Alcoholics Anonymous will degenerate into a cult.
The self-starting nature of the movement is
apparent from letters in the files of the New York office. Many
persons have written in saying that they stopped drinking as soon
as they read the book, and made their homes meeting places for
small local chapters. Even a fairly large unit, in Little Rock,
got started in this way. An Akron civil engineer and his wife, in
gratitude for his cure four years ago, have been steadily taking
alcoholics into their home. Out of thirty-five such wards,
thirty-one have recovered.
TWENTY PILGRIMS from Cleveland caught the idea
in Akron and returned home to start a group of their own. From
Cleveland, by various means, the movement has spread to Chicago,
Detroit, St. Louis, Los Angeles, Indianapolis, Atlanta, San
Francisco, Evansville, and other cities. An alcoholic Cleveland
newspaperman with a surgically collapsed lung moved to Houston for
his health. He got a job on a Houston paper, and through a series
of articles, which he wrote for it, started an A.A. unit, which
now has thirty-five members. One Houston member has moved to Miami
and is now laboring to snare some of the more eminent
winter-colony lushes. A Cleveland traveling salesman is
responsible for starting small units in many different parts of
the county. Fewer than half of the A.A. members has ever seen
Griffith or Dr. Armstrong.
To an outsider who is mystified, as most of us
are, by the antics of problem-drinking friends, the results, which
have been achieved, are amazing. This is especially true of the
more virulent cases, a few of which are herewith sketched under
names that are not their own.
Sara Martin was a product of the F. Scott
Fitzgerald era. Born of wealthy parents in a Western City, she
went to Eastern boarding schools and "finished" in
France. After making her debut, she married. Sara spent her nights
drinking and dancing until daylight. She was known as a girl who
could carry a lot of liquor. Her husband had a weak stomach, and
she became disgusted with him. They were quickly divorced. After
her father's fortune had been erased in 1929, Sara got a job in
New York and supported herself. In 1932, seeking adventure, she
went to Paris to live and set up a business of her own, which was
successful. She continued to drink heavily and stayed drunk longer
than usual. After a spree in 1933, she was informed that she had
tried to throw herself out a window. During another bout, she did
jump or fall - she doesn't remember which - out of a first-floor
window. She landed face first on the sidewalk and was laid up for
fix months of bone setting, dental work, and plastic surgery.
IN 1936, Sara Martin decided that if she
changed her environment by returning to the United States, she
would be able to drink normally. This childish faith in
geographical change is a classic delusion, which all alcoholics
get at one time, or another. She was drunk all the way home on the
boat. New York frightened her and she drank to escape it. Her
money ran out and she borrowed from friends. When the friends cut
her, she hung around Third Avenue bars, cadging drinks from
strangers. Up to this point she had diagnosed her trouble as a
nervous breakdown. Not until she had committed herself to several
sanitariums did she realize, through reading, that she was an
alcoholic. On advice of a staff doctor, she got in touch with an
Alcoholics Anonymous group. Today, she has another good job and
spends many of her nights sitting on hysterical women drinkers to
prevent them from diving out of windows. In here late thirties,
Sarah Martin is an attractively serene woman. The Paris surgeons
did handsomely by her.
Watkins is a shipping clerk in a factory.
Injured in an elevator mishap in 1927, he was furloughed with pay
by a company, which was thankful that he did not sue for damages.
Having nothing to do during a long convalescence, Watkins loafed
in speakeasies. Formerly a moderate drinker, he started to go on
drunks lasting several months. His furniture went for debt, and
his wife fled, taking their three children. In eleven years,
Watkins was arrested twelve times and served eight workhouse
sentences. Once, in an attack of delirium tremens, he circulated a
rumor among the prisoners that the county was poisoning the food
in order to reduce the workhouse population and save expenses. A
mess-hall riot resulted. In another fit of D.T.'s, during which he
thought the man in the cell above was trying to pour hot lead on
him, Watkins slashed his own wrists and throat with a razor blade.
While recuperating in an outside hospital, with eighty-six
stitches, he swore never to drink again. He was drunk before the
final bandages were removed. Two years ago, a former drinking
companion got him to Alcoholics Anonymous, and he hasn't touched
liquor since. His wife and children have returned, and the home
has new furniture. Back at work, Watkins has paid off the major
part of $2,000 in debts and petty alcoholic thefts and has his eye
on a new automobile.
AT TWENTY-TWO, Tracy, a precocious son of
well-to-do parents, was credit manager for an investment-banking
firm whose name has become a symbol of the money-mad twenties.
After the firm's collapse during the stock market crash, he went
into advertising and worked up to a post, which paid him $23,000 a
year. On the day his son was born, Tracy was fired. Instead of
appearing in Boston to close a big advertising contract, he had
gone on a spree and had wound up in Chicago, losing out on the
contract. Always a heavy drinker, Tracy became a bum. He tippled
on Canned Heat and hair tonic and begged from cops, who are always
easy touches for amounts up to a dime. On one sleety night, Tracy
sold his shoes to buy a drink, putting on a pair of rubbers he had
found in a doorway and stuffing them with paper to keep his feet
warm.
He started committing himself to sanitariums,
more to get in out of the cold than anything else. In one
institution, a physician got him interested in the A.A. program.
As part of it, Tracy, a Catholic made a general confession and
returned to the church, which he had long since abandoned. He
skidded back to alcohol a few times, but after a relapse in
February 1939, Tracy took no more drinks. He has since then beat
his way up again to $18,000 a year in advertising.
Victor Hugo would have delighted in Brewster, a
heavy-thewed adventurer who took life the hard way. Brewster was a
lumberjack; cowhand, and wartime aviator. During the postwar era,
he took up flask toting and was soon doing a Cook's tour of the
sanitariums. In one of them, after hearing about shock cures, he
bribed the Negro attendant in the morgue, with gifts of
cigarettes, to permit him to drop in each afternoon and meditate
over a cadaver. The plan worked well until one day he cam upon a
dead man who, by a freak facial contortion, wore what looked like
a grin. Brewster met up with the A.A.s in December 1938, and after
achieving abstinence, got a sales job, which involved much
walking. Meanwhile, he had go cataracts on both eyes. One was
removed, giving him distance sight with the aid of thick-lens
spectacles. He used the other eye for close-up vision, keeping it
dilated with an eye-drop solution in order to avoid being run down
in traffic. The he developed a swollen, or milk, leg. With these
disabilities, Brewster tramped the streets for six months before
he caught up with his drawing account. Today, at fifty, still
hampered by is physical handicaps, he is making his calls and
earning around $400 a month.
FOR THE Brewsters, the Martins, the Watkinses,
the Tracys, and the other reformed alcoholics, congenial company
is now available wherever they happen to be. In the larger cities,
A.A.s meet one another daily at lunch in favored restaurants. The
Cleveland groups give big parties on New Year's and other
holidays, at which gallons of coffee and soft drinks are consumed.
Chicago holds open house on Friday, Saturday and Sunday -
alternating, on the North, West, and South Sides - so that no
lonesome A.A. need revert to liquor over the weekend for lack of
companionship. Some play cribbage or bridge, the winner of each
hand contributing to a kitty for paying of entertainment expenses.
The others listen to the radio, dance, eat, or just talk. All
alcoholics, drunk or sober, like to gab. They are among the most
society-loving people in the world, which may help to explain why
they go to be alcoholics in the first place. |